OUR ROOTS A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?"
The father answers: "Well, son, I guess one day you will need to findout anyway!
Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then Iset up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe.
We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to do a download from my hard drive.
As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a blessed little Pop-up appeared and said..............You've Got Male."
Now everybody say "ohhhhhhhhhhh"
Taken from the nice Bernard.
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WARNING!!!!! Emo entry coming up!!!! yup! a disclaimer right above there.dont say i didnt warn ya!
this is the ONE entry i hope my parents will read. i hope they will sneak into my blog and read every fucking word of this entry. cz im gonna trash them like shit. im soo fucking pissed. after that maybe, just a slight MAYBE i will feel remorseful about it. other than that, dont count on it. biatches.
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it started with the whole air ticket back to US thing. they have been bringing up this subject every single damned day. im like wat the fuck?yes, its important but this matter really bugs me. anyway, there were 2 choices. KL-S'pore-Japan-New York-Milwaukee. and the secon choice was KL-Seoul-Milwaukee. The first choice, i have to stay over in S'pore for 8 hours. overnite. but, the price difference is RM900. so obviously take the cheaper wan and suffer in Simgapore la.but i was still pissed bout it. but now that it's done and settled, i dont wanna hear one single fucking word bout it anymore. its so fucking pissing me off.
after that, i was kinda angry la.so i wanted supper cz i havent had dinner. so i asked la. when my mum heard that gc was fetching me, she immediately ask me to ask my dad. so i just left it at there. awhile later, i went back to ask him. then my mum said, "we got stuff to talk to u." i was like dumbfuckshitassholictrouble.
so sat there.kena tiu kau kau with all the fucking rules. RULES:
1. no going out on weekdays.
2. only fri and sat can go out.
3. must be back by 12 midnite.
4. must be back for dinner everyday unless fri or sat dinner out with frens.
5. no going out on weekdays includes after class. no going out after class also.
6. only can go out on weekdays if school related stuff or got special permission.
some of the other fucked up comments by them:
1. put your timetable of classes on mummy's table.
2. i know u got bf but i only treat him as a fren.
3. i dowan u to get emotionally involved until u graduate.*fuck u man!mum had bf when she was in uni and she even brought some of them back home to sleep*
4. we dowan to control u.*fuck hell yah! wat the effing fucking hell is this man?!*
5. We are more opened to group outings than 1-on-1
Then, my dad asked me wat time i will be back. im like not too late lah...10-ish...im going out at 950...mum, being the super bitchy bitch she is in the uber bitchy mode said, "EH, TODAY SUNDAY WOR!!!! CAN GO OUT MEH?!??!?" *MACAUHAICAUCHIBAITIULEI*
my dad was being nice lah. he said, "aiyah, she havent ate dinner yet ma and she made plans with her frens alr so let her go lah." and my mum rolled her eyes. pppppfffffttttt!
and not to forget, he added, "whether u go out with group or one, give ur frens contact number."
*ya rite! tiu lei. i just left the hse without giving his number*
GAAAHHHPPPFFFTTTMOTHERFUCKERFUCKINGBITCHESSUPERUBERDUPERBITCH
and just in case they chance upon this entry, let me tell u: i will find my way to go out and still be his girlfriend and still go ******(too risky to put it). if lying is what it takes, i will do it. if going against ur beliefs and moral values is what it takes, i will do it. if it's just purely going against u is wat it takes, i will do it. let me tell u, i hate hate hate hate so much what ur doing to me that u just made me hate u more. congratulations. u couldnt have sunk any lower.
sumtimes, i just wish we cldnt afford education abroad. but i know that isnt where the problem lies. the problem lies in them not giving me a choice in whatever i do. i can still afford the overseas education but choose not to do it.unfortunately or fortunately, that isnt the case. however, i know im blessed and lucky to be able to experience something that many can only dream of. that beng said, i still hate them for their eversodumbfuckingassholicbahhhhhgahhhhpfftttttcauhai idea of controlling me.
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there u go! pics. haha..not much. but will get the bf to pose more. hehe! just feel like going thru the moments without taking pics cz it spoils the moment when u suddenly go like "eh, take pic!" the magical moment gone alr la.... just wanna keep it in my heart and open up my heart to take a good look at it next time. but sigh.. photos are good...
talked to his mum today. felt good. talked pretty well. encouraged me to go ipoh. haha! if i can lah. if my mum let, i sure go wan. his mum is so hospitable when i go to his hse. on the other hand, my mum treat him like stranger. but i think my mum faced facts alr that her daughter is dating this guy and there is nth in the world she can do bout it. mwahahaha!
just now my bro was shouting from downstairs to upstairs:
Siew Yen, ur bf iss old it Mun chun(his fren)? we were like laughing our asses off
then he proceeded:
Siew Ann, ur bf is gee chang ar? and after i anwered yes, he repeated the damned question 5 times. and all these happened while my mum was helping him with his homework. and when i answered yes loudly, my bro said something like "u not ashamed ar? " or did he say "u never change ar?" something like that lah...big diff i know..but oh well, he's 7 yrs old and such a darling. love him to bits. drive the nuts outta me.
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semi-sleeping.... err, cheat lil bit..taken last yr in my dorm =)
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i find it very sad that i have no pics to post after being in msia for one week...ok, resolution: take more pics with the bf and camwhore more. dont care if he complains. ahahaha. i just want more memories.hehe!
was very lau gai today and was being very naughty and difficult to handle today. yup, just today. im working this weekend. dad talked to me bout allowances. he also talked to me bout freedom. apparently, im given more freedom but they wld like me to be home for dinner on weekdays. other than that, weekend im free to go out and weekdays, im free to go out after school too as long as i give them a peace of mind by letting them know where i go and what time i come back. hmm.....and of course, no unhealthy activities and maintain my grades. not like my taylor's one matter la. but u know...still....wahahahaha
okies, thats all for today..looking forward to go to desaru in august if my parents allow. dahlah both overseas holiday cancel, they shld let me go lah. and also follow him back to Ipoh. teehee =)
havent watched da vinci code yet. planning to. ppl say watch it first then read the book, the u wont feel like u got conned.
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Recap friday nite, i went pak tor with the bf...hehehe! went to pyramid just to find out that kim gary was closed for renovations...deng! so we went to this wan tan mee shop in pyramid...one plate is RM9...duno serve wat gold mee...then they were like practically chasing us outta the shop just bcz its closing time..everytime we finish one plate of sth, they clear, clear, clear...havent eat finish then rush us to pay the bill..wat the hell?!?! and the food not fantastic also...enuff for me to not vomit lah...will never go back there again! and there were 2 foreign workers..indons maybe...they could speak english and canto..but their canto like weird...dragging the words until we dont understand wat they said..hahahahh!! then after that dragged him to 5 shoe shops in pyramid but bought nth...sien......he also got irritated la..cz so tired after working but still i frag him go shopping...hehehe!
over the weekend, went to ikano to eat my fav uncle lim's restaurant..hehe! then went shopping in ikano!! bought a tonne of stuff..and loved it...heheh!! then today, went for love and life reunion....met stanley there again..still ever so genuine, interesting and real...thought he was single lastime..apparently he wasnt...well, now he is single....and.....would love to go yumchar with him soon...so many things to talk bout...and just so intriguing....hmm.....and he is in the advertising industry.....sure does help to know someone....and today also curi curi go out awhile meet the bf...hehehe!
thats all for now...gonna sleep....ciaoz!
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First day of College subang jaya had its whole highway done up nicely alr....WAH!!! neat! met yu. very happy. met jon. very happy. and met jia hao too. after first econs class, went yc with jon and jh at rafi.felt nice that teh tarik is US0.30. never change much also. glad i got to meet them. then met jooseong and jessen. omg. jessen. nth to say. like totally diff. super long hair. he loves america. ya, i love the freedom i have in america. but i cant complain bout here also. parents have been a lil better as compared to last time.
asked for permission to go out tmr nite and she let without even questioning who. hmm, guess she knows alr la. dowan to disappoint herself.
hmm, just wondering..what shld i do? keep it?lose it? start anew? harp on the old one? sigh....its a waste of time and effort in my opinion. yes, its living one day at a time, which has alwis been my principle. but when it's at the cost of my heart, then no. it cant be compromised. cmon, cw and cass, pls tell me its a waste of time and that i shldnt put any more effort into it. its not gonna go anywhere. face it. eventhough he comes next yr, it will be another 9 more months without him. we had 8 months before i left. and we argued for 9 months like shit. now i only have 3 1/2 months before i leave again for another 9 months. and i dowan my next 9 months to be arguing like bad shit. and to suffer for another 9 more months. get over it once and for all. anything after i graduate is diferent...sigh...duno...he is just avoiding it by not discussing it. he only wants to discuss it 1 week before i go back. wth?
imo, he is a lil selfish. cz he wont be suffering as much as i am. he still has frens here and other stuff to keep him busy. i got nothing there. hate it. AH!!!!!!! me and my stupid principle. landed me in this shit. dont get me wrong. i dont regret one single bit of it. but well, i wanna stop it now. i dowan it to continue any further. SOS!!
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today u know u are fat when u go to 10 shops and u cant find one single pants that fit u perfectly.
u know u are fat when u go to 7 shops and u cant find one single pair of jeans tha fit u snugly.
and the bf is complaining that u take too long to buy a pair of pants.
he was nice enuff to take off to accompany me shopping.
he was just nice enuff to come all the way just to accompany me.
and u take 7 pair of jeans into the fitting room but buy none.
thats how I felt. horrifying.
that gave me a sharp blow in my head. TAI SIEW ANN, u need to effin lose weight. or ur not going anywhere in life. it made me felt so down. my dad said u are perfectly fine. dont listen to mum and lose weight. u are very beautiful. thats nice but i do know i really need to lose weight. and when i came back from facial just now, she gave me 2 bottles of vitamins and evening primrose oil to eat. and on top of that, a box of duno wat, inside got 20 sachets of duno wat, every morning must drink..its for detox....AND NO breakfast. every morning she said i cannot eat breakfast. if wanna eat, eat fruits ONLY. and lunch and dinner, must control, eat lil bit only...eat till ur not hungry, not till ur full. sigh..life's gonna be tough the next 1 month for me.
sigh sigh sigh sigh....i bought a pants from SUB before i left for US. it was size S. now i need to alter it and it cant be altered. so i go back to SUB to buy another pair. guess wat? i dont fit in size M.its a freaking size M!! so i take L. waist fit but thighs dont fit. too lose. that really really said alot.
bye. off to dieting. wish me luck.
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so-much-things-to-talk-about but-duno-where-to-start kinda post really. its true. funny things happen like my first view when i step off the plane are a group of malay gals in tudung in uniform. it felt weird.
when i collected my baggage, i had my first taste of pure malaysia rudeness. it was given to me by a fucking indian bastard. his trolley is in the fucking middle way of the conveyor belt to collect my luggage. and my trolley was slightly behind his. but still not enuff space for me to squeeze inbetween to get my bag. cz the place was packed. so obviously, not knowing that trolley belonged to an idiot like him, i moved the trolley a lil so i can go thru lah. i moved twice and he said no shit. third time i move he BARKED, "Eh, that wan dont touch. dont touch it. dont move it. just leave it." Being a typical indian, he had to sa it 4 effing times. but wateva. i was like that was pretty rude. Had it been an American, he wld have moved his trolley away after the first time seeing me struggle to get thru. pppffffttttt..malaysians.
i walked past the exit door and i felt the first wave of m'sian heat. description: like microwave ventilator. warm and not nice. it was freaking thick. the air was just *add-ur-own-words*
i nearly walked into my hse with my shoes on. *nods*
i washed my hands and left the tap running. FYI, they are supposed to be smart enuff to turn themselves off. *turn themselves off..hmm...*
i am used to dragging my feet when i walk cz i wear slippers in my room. when i got home, i started draggin my feet when i walk. result: largest splinter ever in my foot. less than an hour. my mum said it was the longest she has ever seen in someone's skin. Rrrrriiiiiigghhhhtt!
first meal was bachang. felt so good eating rice again, though weird. at nite, went out to KTZ to drink my fav mango loh-loh. wheeeeeeeeeeeee.....with the bf of cz. i mean who else wld take me?
was sitting down at coffee bean waiting for him to pick me up. nervous like hell. palms sweaty.heart pumping 10 times faster than usual. then it occured to me whether i was meeting an internet fren or my bf. then i took a small laugh. then a car pulled up. looked like his. and the guy seemed to look like him in the dark. and i saw a gal next to him. an old girl. ok, woman. my heart took one huge leap and it fell back at the same spot. it wasnt him. a boy walked into the car.haha.
then another car pulled up. took one good look. yup, it was him. got up, walked towards his car hoping i wld not trip due to nervousness. nope, i arrived safely in his passenger seat. looked at him and smiled. felt so good. like THIS good. =)
scouted for parking. God was nice. He gave us a parking near the shop. that place was madness. it was pasarmalam nite. while scouting, after bout coupla mins in the car, he asked me to give him my hand. i gave. he held my hand. it felt THIS good. guess wat?his palms were equally sweaty. hahahahahahahaha! i havent held his hand in 9 months. and it just felt so right doing so.
got a slot. before we got down, he asked me to close my eyes. heard ruffling noises. he put on a necklace for me. gave me a peck on the cheek and asked me to open my eyes. i saw a very very very beautiful purple butterfly necklace. it was indescribable. just purple. with purple stones on it. just beautiful. chain was purple and white. amazing-ness.
today went tropicana and got kicked out of the sauna cz im no longer a member. waddahell?! met him and mun chun there...so scared my mum wld see him. my mum has been going on and on bout me going on a diet. she says im too fat. which i really am. my bf says i have more pimples alr. my legs not so nice alr. cz i have scars all over due to scratching from allergies. so my mum wants me to make a resolution to lose weight so i can fit into my pants again. right now i have only one pants that i can fit into and the only reason why i can fit into it bcz its a sweatpants. ive only came back for 2 days and thats all she has been talking bout. and i screw up their lifestyle when i come back. no one free to layan me. but my brother dem nice to me. im like the princess to him. he got his fav food, share with me. come home, first thing is call me. wake up, first thing come to my room and hug me good morning. so sweet. reason: miss me. AND cz i bought toys for him from US. wat else?
tmr going to register for Taylor's classes and starting classes on thurs. which isnt a bad thing. it means i get to go yc with my frens again. and get to see him more often. and just getting out of the hse. was extremely bored today. nearly died.
thats all. love my laptop. bought an iTrip. now, me, my sis, my dad has an iPod. talk bout family tradition. and i had to load songs to my dad's nano. i knew it. i just knew it. when i bought it, i just bought myself more work. but oh well, its for dad, so its fine. my mum no interested in gadget-y stuff. won this mp3 player in US. so gave that to her.and guess wat? niocely, i have to load songs for her too. hmm.but oh well, its for mum, so its fine, i guess.......................
need to sleep now. and wats this rumor i hear going round that i broke up with my bf? not so soon lah. give me more time lah.
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yup, i just had to do it. *evil smile*
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Dallas at 6 pm. Im in Dallas Fortworth airport right now...and boarding time is in 35 mins...im so tired, bored and frustrated. I am never ever ever ever sitting American Airlines ever again! the freakin' seat is so SMALL.and is tiny compared to alot of other ppl. the ceiling of the airplane is so low that my friend, whom i bumped into on the airplane, kept on bumping his head on that thing. one god point bout being short. but american airlines suck. suck. suck.
i met Leo on the airplane. wat a surprise! he's actually a very genuine guy i think, undoubtedly weird, but nice. not that bad as his roommates say albeit his ways of talking to girls. and he is surprised by my mandarin. whahahahah!!
anyway,i on my laptop 20 mins ago. it was 99%. now its 87%. What the hell?! how am i supposed to watch a movie??!?! aarrggghh!
anyway, yeah, i just had to whore-it-out in even in Dallas airport. where ppl were looking. embarassingnye. hahaha!!
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2 weeks ago... My RA(resident assistant) gave out instructions to unloft all our rooms before Last friday. which means all double layered shelves and beds on top have to come down. so me and my roomie agreed to take it down on thursday. so the work begin. After 15 minutes of contemplation and 10 minutes of work, this was what we achieve....
TA-DA! so we quickly picked up our phones and ........
Dial for any Asian guy on our list that was available (i mean free lah) at that time to help us....
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the work of a smart me and roomie.
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dysfunctional room...susunan bilik tengah dijalankan.
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while the boys were helping us move stuff...
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this woman below here was soooo stressed..well, not really. she quit studying at 10 pm the night before her exams. why? cz she was watching there's something about mary at 8 pm. and then she just doodled her night away on photoshop.and couldnt sleep. but philosophy is over and i memorised what i needed to know. hope for the best. expect the worst.
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philosophical stress...messy hair..pimply face....
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yeah....im like that...i paste whatever i stuff i cant remember all around me....
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from this.....
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to this.....
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ohmigosh!! i just have to proclaim to the whole world!! im done with my finals!! wheeeeeeeeeeee!! and i think i did pretty well...*bloats*
i manage to answer all the short answer and essay questions *bloats twice the size*
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
well, not totally done yet though...still gotta go for another meeting or my professor wont give me an A for that project.Damn! but nvm..ill survive.
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3 more DAYS!!!!!!!!! 64 more hours till i leave!!!!! oh gosh!!! peeps...did u read that?!?!? 64 hours more..!!! im getting a heart attack!! be ready, long post ahead.
Finished studying for my effing Phil 50 exam tmr at 1 pm. memorised 7 pages of notes! talk to me about descartes, ill strike up a very interesting conversation with u. ull get addicted to hearing me talk...
meanwhile, here's wat i came up with. i actually wrote in down on paper so i can bring it home and show my mummy, daddy and boyfren, so they can make my wishes come true..and also so i can add to it lah.
First and foremost, EATING! surelah, the most important wat! Things to EAT: I even have the location listed and who is responsible for bringing me there.
1. Mummy's fried rice - home (mummy)
2. Fu chok - tmn megah(mummy)
3. SS2 selera malam - SS2(bf)
4. KTZ tong sui - SS2(bf)
5. Wan tan mee - subang(myself)
6. char siu fan - subang(myself)
7. dim sum - tmn megah*i dont care even if the place is stuffy and dirty. it's msia*(family/bf)
8. Kim Gary - Sunway Pyramid(bf)
9. Durian - THE BEST!(daddy)
10. Matakuching/longan - SS4 pasarmalam(mummy)
11. Rambutan - SS4 Pasarmalam(mummy)
12. Asam Laksa - SS4 Pasarmalam(mummy/kakak)
13. lok-lok - Any pasarmalam(bf)
14. cendol - Melaka at Jonker Street(family)
15. Char siu pau - Melaka outside my hse(family/grandmother)
16. Ipoh noodle near house - near his Ipoh hse(bf)
17. Meat floss - SS2(daddy)
18. Ba kua - ss2(daddy)
19. Steamboat - anywhere(family)
20. Mummy's honey roasted chicken wings - home(mummy)
21. Fatty Crab's chicken wings(mummy/daddy)
22. MOST IMPORTANT: CRABS!!!!!!!!!-THE BEST!!!!(daddy)
23. Asaparagus - home(mummy)
24. as many instant noodles as possible - home(mummy)
25. sotong pieces/fish strips/seaweed - anywhere(mummy/daddy)
26. ikan bilis - home(mummy)
27. home-boiled sea coconut drink - home(mummy)
28. Bali drink - home/outside(mummy/myself)
Things you are BANNED from eating when u go out with me:
1. All sorts of pizzas.i dont care domino's, pizza hut, pizza house, cave, watever.NO! with one exception: Grappa's pizza in Bangsar. anyone is welcomed to bring me there. thank you.
2. Anything to do with cheese! cheesecake more than welcomed.
3. soda/pop. or as m'sians call it: g-a-s-s-y drinks/soft drinks!
4. burgers.no exception for this.if u go out with me and decide to eat burger, u can rot alone in Burger King while i shop ur money away.
5. Fast food. no exception. maybe a teeny-weeny bit. A&W.
6. sandwiches. oh gosh, NO subway pls!!!!!!!!!! homemade sandwiches might still be acceptable depending on who makes it *hint hint*
Next on the list is things to do:
1. facial
2. hair - cut, rebond, highlight, whatever. must at least cut.
3. register at Taylor's.
4. shop
5. eat
6. spend time with family. relatives omitted when necessary.
7. yumchar with friends. certain friends omitted when necessary.
8. spend time with bf. no exceptions and excuses.teehee =)
9. meet up with ian and jannah.
10. get at least one temporary job.
11. watch as many WahLaiToi shows as possible. i dont care if i become like my grandma. it's what u call LIFE!
12. Download as many Chinese songs as possible.
13. Watch Desperate Housewives.
14. Hangout till as late as my parents would permit*which isnt very late*
15. Go back Melaka with family.
16. Go Guangzhou/Bangkok with family to Shop.
17. Go Desaru with him.
18. Go back Ipoh with him.
19. Have as much FUN as possible with lots of craziness!!!!!!
20. Stay out in KL as late as possible just chatting and yumcharring with him.
21. Watch him get tipsy. teehee. kidding lah.
22. Learn how to drive.
23. Learn how to take public buses/taxis/LRT again.
24. Ice-skating.
25. Playing the piano and guitar. i miss my lovely piano. the piano here is horrible.
Things to buy*essential wan lah*:
1. Black formal pants.
2. Lingerie.
3. Purse.
4. More clothes!
5. Spices to bring back to US.
6. more thick jeans.
7. A nice dress or TWO.or maybe buy it in US.hmm....
8. a formal shirt.
9.lots of lingerie.
10. Nokia hands-free.
11. wireless mouse. my mouse is cacated - physically disabled - left side paralysed.
12. digital camera.
13. comb.
14. suitcase
AHH!!!! done! any volunteers for the above requests?!? most welcomed!
ok, and now for eye candy, to treat u all for reading the above torturing needs and rants of mine.
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i have a new edited version of this collage coming up. its with text in it. woohoo! it's a progress. teehee. wait lah.when i got time lah. still working on it.
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~the many faces of siew ann~ my first collage. im so proud.*clap clap*
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Weird dream....too interesting to not blog about it. this happened a coupla weeks ago. it was my worst nightmare ever. but it was peaceful. i didnt shout. i just woke up when it was over. so vivid in my mind.so interesting that the moment i woke up, my first thought was to pen it down. and so penned down, i did.
There is this one friend that ive been quite close to. let's call her L.she has been a very good fren and advisor, and mostlyjust being a good fren. ok, lets start.
L was pregnant with his. and i was sleeping next to her. it's october. she was 7 months pregnant. which meant they did it around April. the odd thing was i wasnt mad at all. nope. not one bit. i was being very understanding towards L. I felt that she needed me. Her legs were perfectly fine. Her parents knew about the pregnancy. She wldn't abort.
Halfway during the nite, we went downstairs, her mum and grandma was sitting outside the hse. the hse was a very typical baba nyonya kinda hse. made of wood and so classic looking. So, we sat there chatting with the both of them. Her older sis was there. *She doesnt have any sisters in reality.*
~next scene~
L tried to lie down next to him and hug him back in the room. He just rejected her. The next thing i knew I was talking to Shereen and Lilian*high school frens which i barely spoke to*. Apparently, they alr know him since they were 13 or 14. He even wanted to meet them while he was in Labuan, Sabah on a tournament/training stint. He'll even pay for their ticket. I so badly wanted to go to his bed, hug him and ask him to tell me the truth.
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There is a dark red book.with a charactername called Buchanan. *I've read it before. I've seen the cover page before. The character name Buchanan comes from a totally different book altogether.* Apparently, the character in the book is him because he likes fishes and he was abusive.
duno why after all this i wasnt even mad. i was just surprised that this means all the while he cheated on me. he knew my frens but never uttered a word.
^next scene^
he moves from upper bunk of bed to slightly lower bunk. The bed has 3 tiers. *when i penned this down, i even drew the pic of the bed.* the 2nd bunk was slightly lower than the 3rd one.not located in the middle. Suddenly, A very very very very good college fren of mine came in. Let's call her M. She was wearing purple. she came in bursting into the room. Apparently, she knew sth bout him too. Either she had a past with him or sth.
.....There was another adult living in the hse too. She was my design class professor. Dr. Sheila Marie Webb. *gawd, i hate her teaching. it just had to be her.* she just came back from shopping. she had bags of stuff.
.:final scene:.
L's dad came home. he asked her to do sth. He tied her string around her waist*mind u, she was 7 month's pregnant*, and then he chased her up the stairs. *wat a mad thing to do.* I duno if these ppl know im dating him. he claims he's a virgin......
Pretty long and interesting dream eh?
of cz touch wood it wont happen lah...
sigh...back to studying philosophy of human nature again...freaking finals on Thursday..
4 more days ppl....and im Home bound!...woohooooooooooooooooooo.....................
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bitchity bitch My bitchity bitch is being a real bitch by not letting ppl heap praises bout my template. it refuses to allow the cursor in there. u bitch! i m positice its possessed by bitches.
sigh...shldnt have called it bitchity bitch. i wholeheartedly regret it. im sorry. pls forgive me.
now wld u farking PLS allow bitches to type in u?
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Productive Day..... I felt that today has been a very very fulfilling day! felt that i have accomplished soooo much!
1. Sat for my Broadcasting Finals today and my results are..Jeng JEng Jeng...96%...Whee!
2. Went shopping to buy stuff for important people....
3. called the freaking t-mobile to settle my password problem which i smartly entered the wrong password 20 times. and also so my mum can use my phone when im back in m'sia so i dont have to give her my personal phone which has lots of P R I V A T E stuff in it..mwahahaaha...so that.....ok, im being lame here...
4. Shifted another portion of my stuff over to Sam's place.
5. checked Radioshack for ipod nano that my dad is craving for. more on that later.
6. called Cathay Pacific to re-confirm my ticket and make sure no one steals my seat or ill blast the fraking brains out of that person if he has any...its usually a he...cz only guys steal ppl's seat..
7. EXERCISED!!!!!! Tai Siew Ann oops, i mean Siew Ann Tai freaking exercised her arse off! now, how often do u see that? once in a purple moon?!?
8. i-t-i-n-e-r-a-r-y. i found out thats the way to spell ai-tee-ne-ree. i alwis tot it was itinary. *bish*
ok,now...my daddy is a stay at home dad right now...and will be, at least for the next few weeks. and he is dying of boredom. he is supposed to rest but isnt doing it enough. still touching the PDA, the laptop, his emails, still sooooo concerned with his business, too concerned if i must say. The secretary and manager CAME to MY HOUSE. for wat, u may ask?to see if my dad is doing well? ya, part of it...and to freaking BRIEF him on what's going on in the office. eh hello???! my dad on leave leh...leave him alone can ar?? he one month not there wont die wan lah...
anyway, my point was my dad is getting sien at home. he is jealous of my sister's nano. and he wants one. my dad jealous..my dad jealous. drill that into my head pls. so he starts whining that he NEEDS a nano. get this straight man! he NEEDS a nano, not WANTS a nano. my daddy is getting spoilt....WAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!! so he asked me to check out the nano here and stuff..in return, *of course*, i want him to check out the iTrip back in M'sia. a brillianto deal isnt it? wahahah!! so i got ipod to listen to while im in the car lah
now on a totally unrelated matter, Dayton Lim is the sickest and worst asshole. and of cz the best joker in the world. never fails to shove me right down to the pits of the earth and then pull me up like superman does. he told me that NST said that all flights from US to Malaysia from may 13 to may 17 will be delayed. omg. * the first thing i tot off was the curse chui wa told me lastime on the chatbox* my jaw dropped like from PJ to KL. yah, that far. and i immediately went onto NST's website. of cz i questioned him first whether he was joking onot, he was like "no lah, i wldnt joke bout this kinda thing".
fine.
panicking.
asking him when he read the article.
sunday.
check.
check.
check.
tada.
nil.
zilch.
panics MORE.
tell him i cant find the article.
he tells me NST= NEW STUPID TIMES!
im like wateva.
panic panic panic. eh, for real onot wan?
WAHAHAHAHA!! no lah, i kentoi u only lah.
mother effing mother father brother sister.
his reason: finals week all the more need jokes.
im like RIGHT. jokes like this. might as well tell me Pak Lah died.PPPFFFFFTTTTT!!!!
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pls dont think that the society so lifeless. half the ppl current BOD and the other half ex-BOD. there are actually many more irresponsible Malaysians who didnt come for the elections.
Wait a minute......................................
IRRESPONSIBLE!?!?!??
oh no...did i actually say that? oh goshh....i must have made a HUGE mistake....
i feel sooooooo dem bad now...words cannot describe my indefinite feelings....
....no worries....siew ann is here...she'll help you say what u mean, mean what u say and dont say it mean.....
Malaysians hor, dem responsible wan le...that's why our country so maju ma....*nods head ten thousand times*
Yup,totally responsible wan....Malaysia BOLEH!!!!!
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Malaysian Student Association of Marquette University.post-elections photo...sial-sial kena secretary..diam saje..look nice and smile...
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so of cz lah..one treasurer one secretary, sure lah have to pose pose skejap rite after group pic...so diam saje..look good and smile..
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then mana tau, not looking that time also wanna take..candid mah...but some sial fella there, already become EX also look at the camera...dahlah ppl alr say candid kan?
The next thing we knew.......
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OMGG!!! go away!!! *flashes pink keychain*
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CAUTION!! i go from zero to bitch in 3.5 seconds! saw that?? *lansi face* still wanna take my pic ar?har har har???!!?
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ahhh! just when i thought i could have dinner in peace without paparazzis taking my pic....tsk tsk tsk...Malaysians are getting out of hands these days...wonder who's the paparazzi that took this.
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now i talk, u listen...that's the way the society runs....
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skin/template/kulit/peifu.... I dont care. this template, right here, this awesomely gorgeously beautiful purple and black skin is staying here forever and ever and ever until the end of time when hari kiamat comes, when Judgement Day comes. I spend countless hours on it and it looks so perfect. until i feel like smooching my screen whenever i look at it. Yet, it alwis lacks a comment part. i know no one comments, but still, i just want it to be there.
i dont get it. how come ppl who use xanga can get their blogs so nicely done. when i try to edit my html, they ask me to pay for premium.assholes and a three-quarter. no life. sucking money out from us. then they can put lovely stuff like their photos rolling with captions and all cantik cantik wan. and they can even edit their photos and put nice words in it. it takes me forever to do that. by the time im done, the time is prolly more worth spent on studying for my Broadcasting finals! bahhhh!
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Lifeless With reference to the above matter, u know u are really lifeless when ur decision depends on someone else's decisions. if it's bcz of love or out of consideration for someone else, then it's wat u wld call "mulia" aka "wai tai".
Now, that being said, if u make a decision just because someone else is making a same/different decision, that's wat i would call "tak bernyawa" aka "mou yong". It's sad when u deprive urself of something just bcz the other person is doing it. Thank God, im indifferent, now, at least.
I remember when i was young, i used to hate it when my sister would follow whatever decision i made. and i would purposely choose the opposite just to get away from her or just to annoy her. We would have to pick between going to the zoo or going back to melaka. whatever i pick, she would follow suit. So, i let her pick first, and i purposely picked the exeact opposite form her. now, i realised that i was being stupid. i deprived myself of the best choice, whether it was going back to melaka or going to the zoo. So, that's what happens.
and honestly, now, i dont give a damn. u can pick whatever u want. it doesnt affect me. unlike u.
im crazy over guang liang's song now...his songs keep playing in my mind. and lately, i realise ian isnt as bad as i tot he used to be. quite an okay fren...and of cz, shawn is better than ever, i guess.hahahah!
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Heaps of Praise!! hurry up!!! quickly!!!!! heap me with praises!!!!! i did my blog so nicely leh!! no mess!!such a pleasure to the eye....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh................
purple rox forever..whoever who doesnt agree can jolly well drown in the Michigan Lake. i will personally escort u. if u dont like my skin, u are chih.chih.chih. no class.lifeless.tasteless.i suppose i could say u are sexually disorientated.
make sure u spam my bitchity-bitch box to praise my template. avid visitors, i know who u are. u better spam it. SPAM IT!! damn it!
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ok, i freaking give up. it's not even 2/3 covered in a fashionly manner. its like poof! u just get cut off like that. aarrghh!! wat the hell?!? enuff of this. gonna post more pics later.
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chai, wu, chen
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camille(france) with ian
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L-R: sam, navin,kok yee, matt, shakrudin or sth(din even know he was msian until that day), ian, kevin
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step 3. and then, we put a sign on the dispenser saying "pull tea"...
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step 2. US is the only damned place where u can get away with charging US2 for a cup of teh tarik that isnt as good as the ones in M'sia. and M'sians BUY it!! ok, finee...i bought it too...show support mah...and yalar, i miss tek tarik la..closest to what i can get la...
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mamak re-enacted by Navin. Step 1.
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the first time since duno when i stand till so si man with a GREAT posture...but still the shortest...sigh..
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Me with M'sian Student Association Advisor @ International Student Officer Ellen Blauw..
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dont i look oh-so-gorgeous that u wanna grab me out from the pic and hug me? YES, i know...
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the first time i wore a kebaya in my entire life was in US. "I'm a Malaysian!!" ......^^',,
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none other than ......with the cam"duck"...
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indoboyboy tiro and ian catwalking during the fashion show...
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smokin' ...
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maki and yoko...from the land where all SEAsian guys go ga-ga over them...
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this one ah, betul betul cina kau kau man...like my wah lai toi show every weeknight from 9.30 to 10.30 wan...
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9 pretty maidens in a row...china chinese gals...
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the art of japanese name
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treasurer semangat malaysia...
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photos long overdue..International Day @ Marquette @ April 21, 2006
our display table. non-malaysians find it very fascinating leh.dont laugh la.
"Rupiah for Life". Indoboy Daniel with future M'sian minister decked in batik.
Indo display table. 
now ex-president Wai Hong and ex-treasurer Faiz.
